I am not the best with keeping up with it and usually fall off after about the first month. But I am going to try my best to hang in there. I did it once before and loved it. I think I need it in my life again right now.
I have had 3 running friends with the same name and all three of them have ended up hating me for whatever reasons. Yes thats right ALL THREE of them. The first one I am cordial with, I still LOVE dearly and really wish we could connect better again. Number two and I reconnected 💜💗 although it isn't exactly what it was before its been great connecting again hopefully this Spring/Summer we will be able to spend more and more time together again. Then there was number three, this one kinda hurt bad mainly because I told myself not to go down that road again after two of the same name and not working out why chance it again. This one seemed different seemed like someone I could really connect with for a LONG time and then POOF there goes that! Another one bites the dust! Just as I told my Doctor I've had 3 they've all gone south at some point and time and I AM NOT DOING IT AGAIN! So if you ever meet me and you have that "name" I am sorry WE ARE NOT GOING TO BE FRIENDS 😁😂😆
The other night as I was laying in bed ready to drift off I was scrolling through FaceBook (I mean you gotta check up on the latest news before closing your eyes right?!?!?!!!) I was flooded with emotions....Why wasn't I good enough? What did I do that is so wrong?? I was almost completely over #3 until I had to see "good things" on FB about #3 and really am not sure how as I have been blocked?? Somehow I knew this would happen again. STRESSED is what I am and not getting over it GRRR!
Which brings me here. To this NEW blog. I am ready to focus on something. Something for ME!
I also swore off Marathons. I failed miserably the last time trying to train I ended up with Plantar Facistis it made me bitter and hateful because I kept on going through it. It took me a year and a half to get over it! Now I am at this point that I NEED something I need something to make ME feel worthy to me! So I am going to begin training for the Flying Pig Marathon ! The first marathon I ever ran! Another thing that brings me here as I will have plenty to tell!!
And I have a pretty great group of friends right now which is where the Flamingo part comes in. But I will tell you more on that later!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Did you make a resolution? Let's hear about it!
Do you watch Better Late Than Never?? OMG SO FUNNY!!!
Oh and Happy Anniversary to Me! 17 years of Marriage! WOW!
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